Tulisa Contostavlos claims she has been left 'numb' by her sex tape scandal – and admits her personal life is 's***'.
Tulisa oozes sex appeal in this new smouldering shoot (Picture: James Browne/Look magazine)
The X Factor judge said she had only three friends she could turn to in her time of need.
And she insisted she would swap fame and fortune for 'love and happiness' and a house in the country. 'Everything goes great in my career but my personal life has just been s***,' the 24-year-old told Look magazine.
'Fame and money – I don't give a crap about all that stuff.
The X Factor judge looked sophisticated as she spoke of her personal life (Picture: James Browne/Look magazine)
'I'm not unhappy in the sense that I'm suffering from depression but I'm pretty numb at the minute. I just see myself in work mode, I'm like a robot: go in, work, go home. Autopilot.'
Painting a lonely picture, she claimed her 27-year-old ex-lover Adam Bailey was one of the few people she could trust. 'At the minute I've only got three friends who I actually spend time with. One's Gareth [Varey, her PA and best friend], one's a friend I've known years and the other's an ex who's become a best friend,' said the N-Dubz singer.
Read the full interview inside this week's Look magazine, out now
She also defended her onstage meltdown at Wireless Festival, where she stuck up her finger to the crowd in the wake of a sex tape being leaked by her former boyfriend Justin Edwards.
'I wouldn't take it back for a second,' she said of her gesture. 'Before I went on stage, I could hear the crowd booing. I had to put on an attitude that said: "F*** every person in that crowd. I'm going to perform and you're going to listen, like it or not".'
As for her other ex, Fazer – who last week claimed things were cool between them – she was less enthusiastic. 'We're not in contact any more,' she said.
Read the full interview in Look magazine out now. To see more shots, visit www.look.co.uk/tulisa.
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